i heard from an old friend today for the first time in a year. She is very dear to me, and I was glad to hear from her. I can't even begin to understand what I am feeling. There was a time when I couldn't imagine a life without her. I'm glad she's back. I missed her greatly. I hope we stay in contact. I know that I would be at a loss to not know her til I die. This is someone who survived the unsurvivable. I respect her for her strength. She is my inspiration to hang on. This is my friend, and I love her very much.